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Act 4: If anyone wants to tell me what's going on here, I'll be in the lounge


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So I woke up this morning with this, and I just wanted to let you know....

If you're reading this, anybody, anywhere in the world, wherever you are, if you think I'm upset or angry or downright pissed off, or that I'm holding any kind of grudge against you for things that might have happened in the past... I'm not and I don't. I'm officially letting go of all my hate, trying not to act like a stupid, petulant, selfish child, trying to get my calm back.

And it's already working.

I want to let go of all the anger at the world that's holding me down, and be that person you used to know, the one who gave off (or tried to give off) love and acceptance wherever he went. I used to think I needed a support group to do that, but I don't. I do, however, need to be a part of the world. It's the only one I have. And hopefully that includes you.

And part of this is also me apologizing for any pain or embarrassment I've ever caused YOU. I know I'm not easy to understand most of the time, but I did make a pact with myself long, long ago not to inflict any more pain on the world whenever possible, and I've been mostly successful at that, but God knows I've made some stupid mistakes, too. If I hurt you, I'm sorry. But remember, no matter what's gone down between us, if you're on this Earth, I ain't even mad. You are forgiven; please forgive me.

I think I'm back. I don't quite know what that means, but I think I'm back again.

(NOTE: This is no way affects my snark. This... is personal.)

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Hey! Welcome back!
There's no hurt feelings; no hard feelings; nothing to forgive, on my part. And if I've annoyed you in the past, I'm sorry.

It's good to see your pixels again.

Sorry I missed your call Friday--was in the middle of I-79. I'm back now but will soon be mired in a project. If you see me on AIM, give me a holler, if not, wait until Friday to give me a call. I'll be spending some time in the lab this week too.

Oooh. Apparently it's come back season. I'm back too. Hooray!

Missed you, buddy. <3 and *hugs*

Yay!

*has missed you*

*snuggles*

I don't think there's anything to forgive you about, but please consider yourself forgiven if it helps. And thank you for the forgiveness, too.

Noah, this was definitely not about you or your lovely wife! You've both been the most incredibly supportive friends anyone could ever wish for.

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